a glimpse into the life i could have had

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leaves my heart in a state of turmoil, but praise God for the truth found in His Word.

“Delight yourself in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart.” - Psalm 37:4

Anonymous asked: why are you so depressed?

I’m not! (anymore). ask me personally for an answer :D

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Malicious Thought of the Day

If I ever end up as a homeless person with no money I’d just hit up a college dorm, find any unlocked doors with no one in them and steal their expensive macbooks and sell them

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I HATE MY ROOMMATE

for no reason

My brain keeps imagining the worst possible scenerios

and I keep thinking it that at least one of them will happen before I’m ready for it.

As I lay here taking care of my suitemate having a panic attack. I can’t help but wonder why am I doing this. Why do I stay up all night being this guy who is basically a doormatt and takes care of people. I don’t know. I honestly have no idea what I’m doing in my life. There is too much wrong in my life right now. Too much unfulfillment. Too much unhappiness. I want everyone to like me. But I mostly want someone to be with. I know one day there will be someone who I can give my whole self to, and will give theirs back to me, but I just feel like I can’t wait for her.